Hi people,
After several months lurking in tumblr, I’ll make my first post. My purpose to lurk in this site was the vast quantity of free pictures and videos for adults. This was my life, but never was satisfy. I knew that something was wrong since I did what ever I wanted, but always feel empty. I realized that there was a void within me, and no matter what I did, that void was never filled or satisfy. But, not anymore thanks to God. What happened was that I found Jesus Christ the Lord, not religion but a person. I read this portion in the Bible.
Old Testament:
Ecclesiastes 3:11
He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the human heart; yet no one can fathom what God has done from beginning to end.
New Testament:
Romans 10: 8- 13
8. But what does it say? “The word is near you; it is in your mouth and in your heart,” that is, the message concerning faith that we proclaim: 9. If you declare with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. 10. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved. 11. As Scripture says, “Anyone who believes in him will never be put to shame.” 12. For there is no difference between Jew and Gentile—the same Lord is Lord of all and richly blesses all who call on him, 13. for, “Everyone who calls on the name of the Lord will be saved.”
The reason why I kept coming to see those pictures and videos was, because I wanted to fill that void within me. Nothing under the sun can fill that void, but only something eternal can fill it. When I confessed with my heart and call upon the name of Jesus, eternity came into me. Salvation is so simple, just believe in your heart and call on the name of the Lord, and you will be saved. I’m ashamed fro my past actions. I’ve confessed my wrong doings, ask for forgiveness and now am wash by the blood of the Lamb Jesus. The life of Jesus within me really satisfy.
Now I want to live a better kind of life since my Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ dwells in me. Colossians 1:27 says: “To them God has chosen to make known among the Gentiles the glorious riches of this mystery, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.” Since Christ lives in me, I can no longer defile my being by viewing the pornographic material in this site. I finally admitted my sick addiction to porn and adult content material, and now can I can began the healing process.
This was a personal decision. No one said anything to me, but God had mercy on me and reveal His Son in me. I’ll pray for you all (in a general way and not by name because I don’t know you). May God reveal His Son to you all and accept Him as your personal Savior.
